For my best friend <3
I feel so bad if I don’t have you.
I can’t love you the way you love me!
This feeling is very difficult for me.
I made many mistakes.
I’m so sorry, believe me.
But i can’t change anything.
I can’t imagine being thogether with you like a pair.
I’m just not ready.
But a life without you I can’ imagine too.
It’s such a shit situation.
I love you as my best friend. ♥
I could talk to you about everything.
But it had to have an end.. our meetings, our affection..
I can’t play with your feelings anymore!
You don’t deserve something like that!
It means more for you than for me.
I always made you hopes an disappointed you again and again, although I don’t want to do that!!
I’ stupid! I hate myself for it!
I don’t know what was wrong with me.
I can unterstand that you need a break now, after all what happened.
You need to fall out of love.
I know that I must leave you.
Youre words, you said to me out of anger, damn hurt. :(
I call it selfishness but I need you!!
I miss you so much.
We chatted every day an talked about everthing.
Now, I come online an there is nothing between us!
You don’t knwo how many times a day I visit your site.
I was so happy as I chatted with you… now I feel alone.
I want to love you, like you love me! .. But I can’t.
Our relationship wouldn’t work.
I don’t know why i kissed you. You asked me for a kiss!
I couldn’t say: No! .. and walk away. I love you, but in an completely different way.
The kiss has felt for me so friendly. I love you as my best friend.
Nobody can understand it like me! I hope that we can find back together, I hope it every day!
I think about you avery day.
I hope you know how important you are for me.. ♥
nein 
