I'm mad at myself, not you.
I'm mad for always being nice, always
apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting
attached, for making you my life, depending on
you, wasting time on you, thinking about you,
forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you.
Bit most of all, for not hating you, which I
know I should...
                                              But I just can't.

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Weißt du was Reue ist? Wenn es dich nicht schlafen lässt, und der Schmerz deine Träume fickt, weil der Fehler bei dir lag und seit diesem Tag dieser Fehler dein Leben plagt!

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                                                                           Sorry. i forgot.
                                                           you don't need me anymore.
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