dear you,
i'm writing this, knowing you'll never read it. but i just have to do this to express my feelings. you hurted me alot and i'm still not over you. you're still on my mind alot of times and all the memories come back. i'm still crying my eyes out over you, a boy who i think, doesn't even care. i don't know if you care about me. sometimes it seems like you do but most of the time it doesn't. the way you look at me still makes my heart race and gets me nervous. and everytime i see you it all comes back again.. all the laughters and tears i spent on you. maybe it all wasn't worth it. maybe god wanted it like this.. i don't know. and i'm still not over you and i don't think i'll ever be. you were my first true love but also my first true heartbreak. thanks for all the moments we could share together who are now only memories to a beautiful but short time. i'll never forget about you.
i love you.