"there are always people who are going to miss you if you leave your country to go to another country to make new experiences."

even though everyone told me not to leave, I left cause I knew that none of them who said 'please don't go' lied to me. I knew that I didn't really have true friends. true friends that love you, that help you out if you need them or that listen to you if you feel like needing a listener. I had heaps of friends but as I said none of them was a true friend.
so I left. no one expect from my family cried. no one. isn't that sad?
I mean if you don't cry it doesn't really mean that you're not missing some one but no one was even sad about me leaving. and that's sad, I think.
well, however, when I finally arrived in NZ, I met heaps of people and for the very first time in my life, I felt loved. and I still feel loved. I am happy now.

YES, I WAS JUST A GIRL LOOKING FOR LOVE AND TRUE FRIENDSHIP! and lucky me, I found it.