sOo finGs aN.
maybe i'm missing him...
maybe not...
maybe he's an asshole…
maybe an angel…
maybe it's a dream…
maybe an illusion…
but the REALITY is
i am so stupid.
too stupid for love.
i thought about him
the whole night long
and now…
he's still on my mind.
???what is the reason???
i'm just baffled…a little bit.
since yesterday evening
as I looked into his face
his beautiful face.
and talked to him.
and laughed with him.
all at once he stood behind me
and put his hand on my face,
on my nose and my mouth
just for a short time
just as a joke.
but i could smell his specially flavor.
and everything was coming back to me.
the times that i relived with him.
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