I AM SURROUNDED BY IDIOTS.

i don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. how pictures never chance but people in them do. how your best friend can become your worst enemy or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. how forever turns into a few short months that you would so almost anything to get back. how you can lay go to something you once said you couldn’t live without. how even though you know something is bad for you. it hurts the same. how people who once wanted to spend every second with you. think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. how people make promises can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.

i still remember when i gave you everything that i had to offer and you threw it all away. i still remember when you broke my heart and you didn’t give a fuck. remember that time when you said that you would never leave me. you said that you would always be there for me but then you fucked off. you fooled me into believing that you loved me. remember? well i remember. and it hurts.

                          life is like riding a bicycle in order to keep your balance. you must keep moving.