Story of my Life
Searching for a right
But it stayed invisible
Sadness in my voice
but there is no choice
To change myself and to be free
And I know that,
they will ever judge me for what I did in the past,
because they aresuperficial people inside
They can't see me dying..
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be a fool all the time
Everytime I look back on my life
I see me doing false things and don't know why
I don't want to hurt them anymore
I don't want to be the reason why.
I don't want to be, who I am.
~Inspired by... One Song~
Alle haben Ihre Masken
* He *
~Leave me numb. Leave me jaded. He’s a dream, I just play dead.
I’ve been blessed, I’ve been hated. He’s the constant, and I’m his addict.
He’s the only peace in this world, uneasy.
While I bite my tongue to keep from breaking the heart that I’ve spent my whole life seeking. The only heart I’ve ever needed~
All the Time
All the time im lying here
searching for some reasons why
all the time im crying here
searching for one reason to try
but everything seems so senseless now
cause im here
and im alone
could not reach you on the phone
im still here
and alone
waiting for one little sentence
waiting here
waitung everywhere
for you to call
for you to scream
for you to come right here to me
waiting for anything from you
but i know..
i wont ever reach you again.. </3
What happened to us?
I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness i had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause i'm the only one who understands me
Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known the lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it
We could have made it work, we could have found a way,
We should have done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...
nein 
