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6. August 2011

I miss you...

Özge;

Some days you were not writing in my "Gästebuch". I dont know why, and I hope I did not annoy you!? I know that you are online at least in ICQ, I know you have internet.. and I am asking myself why you are not writing to me, why you are ignoring me...

Tomorrow will be Dirks birthday... He will be 51 then...

Okay, fact is, I dont know what to tell you if you wont read anyway...

I miss you
I love you

Your...

Last Unicorn

7. & 8. August 2011

Hey thinking Özge, :D

Why are you thinking about Darwin and Maltus?
And cute Bilbo.. Poor cat tickled by you :D Hehe^^

I miss you too!!

I thought you left me. And would not write to me further.

Thanks god I was wrong... :)
I am always so glad when you write to me here...

Yesterday was a good, and bad day... I dont know if I should tell you the bad, but...
Dirks birthday was great. Family came and first we were sitting in the garden. But later we had to go in the house cause of rain :D
Mini loved all the guests and she was very crazy :D

Bad thing is...
hmm...

And today I was in germany, with friends. We were sitting together in the livingroom and they told me about Wacken-Festival. They just came home ;)

Next year I will go there too... 150 euro I have to pay... -.-'   Much for a girl who has no work or something... But okay! I already have 100 euro, and the last will mom give me until I can pay it back to her... Thank you mom :)

Okay... I dont know what I can tell you... I am always so sad and I cannot think when I write here... Its so... hmm... I think you understand what I mean with it.

So I will listen to music now, and maybe write a bit ... or draw, I dont know it yet. I am going to make something... ... I hope it will be better than what I have now... :D Okay, I am confusing you.. sry... you will see :)

Your...

Last Unicorn

(who loves you soooooo sooooo much! She will always do, and forever you will be in her mind!)

9. August 2011

Today I met Pia, my psychologist again. Together with other people we went out in a forrest ... we had to crawn on our knees in mud and climb up in some trees... go trough a river and at the end we all were full of this mud.. :D Oh it was funny... But it was sooo cold and it was raining sooo much... it was also a bit uncomfortable.. .. =( But still a nice day =)

Now I am sitting again with a cup tea in my bed, and I wish you were here with me now. I miss you! I miss you, miss you, misssss you sooo much!!!

My feets are still sooo cold :D Like ice...

And I will go sleeping soon. Tomorrow Oli will start with school again. And I will start the 22. August...

I wish you sweet dreams and a good night!!
I love you!!!

Your...

Last Unicorn

10. August 2011

I miss you more and more... every day it feels like it could break me in 1000 pieces. I miss you sooo much!
I hope you can still feel how much I love you, how much I need you, how much I miss you!!

And when you come online in ICQ, I can still see it. Damien is online, it says. Then I wish I could just write to you, like before... I wish you would write your " loooooovvveeee" or "deeaarrr" when you came online... Your picture, I know it isnt new anymore, but... already that you changed it... I feel left behind... I know I deserve it! But I wish I would still be a part of your life.
If I would tell you, that I am still crying every night..?!
If I would tell you, that I am still thinking of you EVERY day!
It hurts ....

It hurts to be without you!

...HE.. doesnt know that I am still thinking of you soo much! He knows that I loved you that time, but he doesnt know that I still do!
But anyway it is not like before. You were my life.. you... made me complete... I dont know why!!

Okay... I think I will go now.. again... Maybe you will write to me... in my "Gästebuch"...

I love you

Your...

Last Unicorn

11. August 2011

Hey.. =)

So I have to thank you, to look into my guestbook?! :D
I am sorry, I dont know why it is here unter Kira and Rei... But It is like this and I cant put it another place...

We are watching videos and fotos, from Olivers and my childhood...
With grandma and grandpa... our dad sometimes... and so on =)

And I am cleaning my room, again. I want it to be nice, when I go to school again. One week.. =) Then I will start! Oh Im soooo happy and exited!

After this year... I still dont know. You know maybe, I am still thinking of you?! Yes of course you know... But I know I will always love you, and also in one year... ... I hope... only hope... Nothing else. I dont know what I should do, or what I could do... All I do is .. hope!

I miss you .. darling! I dont know if I can still say it...

Ive found some letters... I wanted to send you, but I never did...
I wish I would know the name of your "smell"... :D Cause it doesnt smell anymore. Of course I dont need your smell to remember you, but I loved it, and I still do! ... Okay, that was maybe a bit ... %) crazy.. :D But I dont know why I shouldnt tell you about it =)

Maybe you are thinking now, ...

... yeah why shoulnt she tell me... ?! Cause she never told the truth... Thats why! How could I trust her... She is just bad... deeply bad, from the bottom of her heart!

I know!!...


Okay, it would be okay if you would think like this, but ...  I did not lie every time! You know!!!

So, I will go sleeping soon, 20 minutes and I will dream about you/us... like nearly always!

(And your body is always nice! You know I would love you even if you were a fatty.. <3)

If you write, you would like me to be with you... you and Bilbo, I wish ... okay forget it... (I wanted to say: I wish I could just come to you and everything would be okay again)


I love you dear!!! <3

Your...

Last Unicorn

12. August 2011

I am sick.
... And I dont know what to tell you. You are not reading or writing anyway...

I hope you had a nice day... better than mine...

I love you!!!

Your...

Last Unicorn
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